Something about this last ‘all in’ mock cycle has me really anxious. I have spent the last week or so scouring the ends of the inter-webs looking for those that have gone through the same experience as me…POF and ART after chemo/radiation. Or have specifically experienced a successful pregnancy with smaller than average uterus. Something to give me hope, something to show me that I am not alone in this.
The thing I love about blogging is that there is a whole community of people that are sharing their experiences. Ive searched the forums such as IVF.ca and fertilethoughts.com. I loved perusing STIRRUP QUEENS’ Completely Anal List of Blogs That Proves That She Really Missed Her Calling as a Personal Organizer. I poured through lists of blogs I thought might offer some insight. I’ve been binge reading DE IVF blogs, POF blogs, and even those that experienced complications during pregnancy and still survived.
Yet I still feel like I am alone. Anyone else feel like even though you are surrounded (virtually) by people who are going through IF in their own way, you still are alone in this? Just like a finger print, or a fart (yes I went there, sometimes a girl has got to make herself laugh). Everyone has their own unique brand of IF. And no one quite has that magic answer that makes you rest easy, that everything will be ok for you too.
Anyways, to avoid getting bogged down in the depression of it all, I decided to partake in #MicroblogMondays. At the very least it passes the time.